2012 is just a day away. So, it's now time for... Other new year resolutions?? :p 
Well, let's ask ourselves, what had the last 11 months given us?
Honestly, to me, maybeee... not much.


Though surely there have been changes... Times of changing directions, reevaluating, and growing.
Am I truly the person I want to be? 
What do I want my footprint to be in this life?
Where do I choose to focus my time and attentions?
BIG and important questions!


There're still some unfulfilled dreams... Unkept promises.. Unsaid words. 


Okey, why don't we make a brief 'to-do-' thing list for 2012? Let's:
1. Wake up earlier, sleep less time.
2. Spend more time with your family. Love them. More than ever.
3. Smile more, sing more ;)
4. Be grateful. Appreciate small things. (Uhm, yeah. Looks like this one's hard?)
5. Eat happily, eat healthily. (Oh! This one's the hardest! ;p)


... and after all,


6. Maybe we shouldn't take this life (too) seriously. No one gets out alive anyway, right?


I'm wishing you all a blissful year ahead, with lots of unexpected beauty and happiness.


Happy New You!


Love,
Indira

"Verily we belong to God, and to God we return."

He who creates, and He who takes away.
To our beloved uncle and father,
M. Salim Siregar,

TMP Kalibata, December 27, 2011


Selamat jalan, Pakde.
best prayers are with you.

I don't understand how some people are enjoying provoking each other and being such two-faced.

This Saturday morning, I woke up to this gloomy feeling and disappointment that breaks my heart, I don't know for how many times, when I know that instead of trusting me, someone I care about just trusts the one I know stabs him on the back. Someone who ironically never meant any sincere friendship towards him. God, please open his eyes out of this naiveté. Please do.

Think of something really hard we've been through in the past.
Well, we've survived it.
We're alive, aren't we?
Now, think about the next time we're going through a really hard time.
We'll pull through.
We'll survive. Because we are strong.
Our skin may tear, our bones may break.
But our soul? It can never be irreversibly damaged.
Just have faith.


Have a nice day all... Keep up the good work!


Indira

Either a wishful thinking or mindless dreaming, 

November the 28th,

Still gets me back to last year's December,

And it still feels like it was just yesterday.

Extraño el tiempo que ha pasado, extraño cuerpo cerca del mío.

Indira

November 22, 2011

I'm very happy that we finally had the chance to gather and have this birthday treat of Mbak Seruni, Mbak Aci, Nova and Mbak Irma. A quick but, undeniably, precious and fun time for us all.

Thanks for the wonderful almost-a-year ups and down we've been through.

May this togetherness always last.

We'll survive the next three years.

With love,

Indira

And, I'm only human.

We're human, whose sometimes are so afraid of looking at each other's eyes and say, "I'm tired. I'm broken. I'm fallible."
Afraid to be associated with coldness, unworthiness.
Well, at the very time, I'd say, "H*ll it all."
H*ll all forced smiles, polite handshakes, and those thousands of I'm fine, thankyous.
We're humans. 
We're meant to feel.. We're meant to fall.
We're meant to cry.
We're not made of stone, or metal. 
Because we're flesh and bones.
With boiled blood courses through our cold, clammy hands. 
So, if we shall hide these human parts of ours, then what's else left to show?


Indira