Don't know where this bad feeling came from and suddenly sneaked in..

If only I could ask God one thing, "Please protect him. For me."

Vini, vidi, vici... that's what I would call today. This morning, I went to an on-site photo contest. It was held for Honda anniversarry. The contestants were asked to snap whatever there were in the showroom, got it burnt on cd, then gave it to the jury.

Lucky me that I've got this giggling face of this cute baby boy. He was playing around inside one of the cars there. Then I decided to submit the photo.

i.priyadarsini © 2011 for Honda 

So.. there I went, I captured, I won.
Was placed in the second position.. Still, I'm happy to have the blackberry as the present.

Well, looks to me that this is just a surprising easter gift for me, don't you think?

Happy easter! :)

Half of me wants to stay where I am right now, in this stressful situation because it’s all that I know and that’s what I’ve chosen. There’s this comforting zone in these daily routines and sameness. The other half wants me to go somewhere far. Somewhere new. A place where no one knows me and I can live as I please…

"Because you'll never know, when God will take me for ever. And by that time, I want you to be able to stand on your own.
Trust your feelings, work hard and regret nothing."

(Bapak)

God,  I miss my family so much.
Please do take care of them.

A breaking point.

I really need to dump something out of my head now.

The feelings of sorry for myself of how I've let a person interfered me too much. In making steps in my life, in making decisions, in too many personal ways. Even when I didn't ask for one.

Of how this person keeps smothering me with negativity about things.. About people around. About particular person. Of how this person tried the best to make me take always the dark side out of something, someone. Always and always. Got myself all mixed up until the very moment. Yet, still wants to look good in front of anyone he's been talked behind. And me myself is not, impossibly, an exception.

I know I've known you for so long. But you really gotta stop putting words in my head.
To easily forgive is my nature. But I can't forgive everything. Not this time.
Because not only I've lost my trust in you. In some ways, I've also lost my respect.

Today, just a day before her first birthday, a beautiful baby girl had to lose her right eye for retinoblastoma.
Given up an eye, to save the other one.

Happy birthday little one, I believe this might be one of God's best presents for you.

The shelter which will listen, with me saying no words.

The hearts that will always walk beside, hold my hand, and tame my cries.

My laugh-maker machines. 

My, very own, 24/7 comfort zone.

 (an old photo, taken ages ago in our first clinical years)