A breaking point.

I really need to dump something out of my head now.

The feelings of sorry for myself of how I've let a person interfered me too much. In making steps in my life, in making decisions, in too many personal ways. Even when I didn't ask for one.

Of how this person keeps smothering me with negativity about things.. About people around. About particular person. Of how this person tried the best to make me take always the dark side out of something, someone. Always and always. Got myself all mixed up until the very moment. Yet, still wants to look good in front of anyone he's been talked behind. And me myself is not, impossibly, an exception.

I know I've known you for so long. But you really gotta stop putting words in my head.
To easily forgive is my nature. But I can't forgive everything. Not this time.
Because not only I've lost my trust in you. In some ways, I've also lost my respect.