Hey there.. It's me again, procrastinating assignments. With swimming words in my head, here I go~ feels like posting something.

July, July, July.

Looks like it's approaching its end.
Okay, let's say this kinda random, but I'm reminded of what happened a few weeks ago. I was home, so exhausted, that I went to bed early in the afternoon. I was like one piece of corpse until there was this knock on my door around 12 AM.
It was mom.

I knew she knew I was asleep, but she went, "Kamu masih bangun kan?"

Worries drawn so clear on her face. I knew she needed to talk.Yes. She was worry, about me. About the things I've told her a couple of times earlier. Issues regarding schools. About situation I'm facing now, that got me very insecure almost everyday. I really wish I could grab her, erase all those worries in her eyes, and say that I am okay. Though  I know exactly I am not.

At the end of our talk, she went with this conversation regarding forgiveness. About no matter how you hate a person, since this person has ruined your life, or your loved one's, just don't try to confront. Because you're just gonna be as bad as this person is. We never know what's on this person's mind, that turned her to be what she is.

I stared. It's really not an easy thing for me to do.
As I once said, it's my nature to easily forgive, but I can't forgive everything.

July is ending, Ramadhan is near, and it feels so bad that I still could not forgive someone. That I still got this loath I can't crack.

July the 9th,  2011

I was helping my friend to take some shots at her new resto in Jalan Cikini.

It's Saturday.
It's 9 p.m towards the dawn.
And it's at the Upstairs.
Enjoy the pics...

All eyes on stage, and the crowd were blown away.
No surprise that Sule, is, a good voice.
And no surprise he was, entertaining.

My plan for studying was a bit messed up today.
Hey paperwork, sorry for neglecting you.
Not really a kind of place for me in looking for fun to..
 But I made up with good shots and great companion anyhow.

So, it's me greeting you a good early morning..
Cheers,
Indira.

All images taken with Canon 60d, with fix 85mm lens.
Results weren't that bad for a Nikonian like me, eh? :p

More than meets the eye.

Cipto Hospital, 22nd of June 2011

I would call myself lucky to get this job of documenting the inaguration of one of my consultants, Dr. TGD. This event was held as an appreciation of the Indonesian Academy of Science for his contribution to medical science. Here, he was given the honor to give a lecture. Unlike an everyday-ophthalmology lecture we had in medicine, his lecture titled "Menguak Jendela Hati", impressed me. Oh, how come it didn't? It was really like peeling off the eyes, piece by piece. Seeing them to the deepest, from every value. From the anatomy, to physiology, to even the religious phylosophy in really comprehendible ways. He added the ingredients of illusion, color vision and perpectives nicely into one bowl. It needs no scientist to digest his words, I'm pretty much sure even lay people would be put in awesomeness. Yet, it does need a years-experienced person to make such inspiring lecture. This old man is amazing.

 "To be conscious, a man needs to break his own internal shell..."

Indeed, it is not. 80% of what a person sees, since s/he was born, are those what shape his/her behaviour.

 Kyra, his grand daughter, one of his inspirations. Lovely little princess.

Kyra's eyes taken as the cover image of his presentation.

During the press conference...

Sir, starting now, I'm a big fan. ;)