Insomnia's knocking on the door, then left me staring in front of the monitor, blogging. My mind's been busy lately, even with the eyes closed. I've been asking myself, "Have I, have you, have us all, been grateful enough? For what we got today?"
As human, it's probably easy to be thankful when we are happy. But where do we go when things are not going the way we plan? Most of us will go like, "Why me?", or... "No, you don't understand." And other bunches of lines showing how desperate we are. How this life has cost us nothing but endless suffering.

This reminds me of what my father told me. Unconsciously as human, we often think we deserve merely good deeds in life; health, happiness, wealthiness. However, we got the opposite; illness, failure, unworthiness. Then we think God's not fair. When we receive bad things, try to remember those times when we had the good ones.."Racing horse doesn't know why it has to run and win the competition. All it knows is that it has to run, because it's painful when its back got hit."This life is like a race. And God's the jokey. When you got hurt, when you think everything's ruining under your roof, try to think, "God wants you to win."
So, cut the drama. We're not playing a soap opera or Grey's anatomy. Life is not as bad as it may seem. Let's ask ourselves, have we done our best? Or perhaps it's us who cause ourselves the trouble? And exaggerate everything? I know it wouldn't be fair for me to judge how big or small one's problems are. But, why don't we introspect and improve. Because maybe the obstacles we're facing today are nothing compared with those that'd be coming tomorrow. Easy to tell, h*ll to do, yes? But I'm sure, it'll be worth trying.
And remember,
there is always, always, always something to be thankful for.

Night's getting late. I'm shutting my laptop down, with the hope, these two eyes will follow.

Have a good rest, dear readers. Nito.
Indira