Dragged into the lowest point of your life. Moments of paused steps, muted. Worries, doubts, fears... blended. A time when you feel like your life is nothing but your own enemy. Days of sleepless night. Very tiresome. Then you are conditioned like you're rushing that better things will show. No, they won't. Not always. But try to believe that there's no such thing as infinite darkness. Because maybe under that unenlightenedment, it'll be the only time you'll be able to see, that through that curtain, there'll be sunlight coming in. Maybe not now, not anytime soon. But they're there, finding their way to you. Then you'll realize that, there'll be no longer cold nights under that moonlight biting your skin.
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February the 18th 2012
Never give in, even with the slightest breath you still have. Because those wounds will dry and patched themselves up.
This post goes to someone once dedicated me this song.
I might be the one the rest of the world would call 'out-of-her-mind' to write this for you. But let that be. You'll get through whatever you're facing now. Not only because you can, but also because you have to. You have no idea how you still break me with everything you do, good or bad. But I'll manage my sorrow, I care about you too much to tell you how it hurts knowing what you're going through right now.
Indira
the darkest part of the night comes just before dawn - Paulo Coelho :)
ReplyDeleteGreat line. But I think you know who'd be better you tell that to ;)
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